Kind of feels weird when u like some 1, its like u got so much things to tell her but ... its like so hard 2 do it. Trying hard not 2 screw up and make a good impression of yourself.

Its really like so close yet so far, but ppl who are just friends are so easy to talk and chat with with no worries.

Even those really cui guys can have some 1, maybe they got good personality. Maybe I just suck at this.

10:29 PM;

Every thing is just starting to get dull, just dont feel like doing any thing any more

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12:51 AM;

Today amazingly I managed to complete 12km. I hate running its super tiring.
At the start every 1 was like ok we just walk but end up every 1 running so fast. Kind of ran for the 1st 6km without stopping. After that was like walk and run.

Finally got to run with Eugene at the last 2km till the end point, during bmt its always see him for the 1st 1 min after that he will be no where to be seen. Lucky I'm much fitter now lol can keep up with him.

After the run I went to Jack's place with my sniper mates for lunch followed by meeting my brother before coming home. He was the timmer at the event. Kind of cool almost the whole army was there got to see many of my old army friends.

1:33 PM;

Its been like nearly 4 months before I post like any thing at all. Life now is like so freaking boring , if u ppl are free feel free to message me and stuff u can call me out too. I'm open out for grabs

I just came back from Atec some army stuff, its like a battle between 2 sides the red and blue force. For Snipers Red is the Atec side aka slackers side. Blue is the unlucky side which is my side.

Mission 1 not long after we got depolyed we got caught kind of dumb, at that time we did not really give a shit cause we dont even want to be there. We became POW but nothing much actually we slept in this room for 14 hours straight, when we finally woke up its nearly night time.

After our guys attacked the place some high ranking guy came and threaten us to make us re-course if we got caught again. But end up we still did but no 1 actually knew he it goes.

We set of in the afternoon walking in a tatical way trying our very best not to get caught by bashing through the forest, its like the worst day of my life. 2 teams with 2 ppl each and 2 netural party. And me being the navigatior for the mission. I still remember myself saying I wanna eat buffet when I'm out of that sick forgotten place.

We stepped into mud cross swamps went up and down hills, there are even ticks all over. Bottom half of our legs soaking wet and filled with mud, but we still push on , from the 1st knoll we tried to scout for any 1 at our objective but its totally forested nothing could be seen.

Having no choice we walked towards our objective for our closer look. Unknowingly I did not know my topo skills was to accurate that we reached the exact point which is the top of the knoll of our objective. But the entire place was covered with enemies, as usual me walking 1st got caught. But luckly 3 of them ran away

We went up droped our field packs, I pretended to drink water, during that time only escaping was the only option going through my mind. I waited for them to turn their backs and at an angle that its not possible for them to react fast enough to shoot me when I jumped down and back into the forest.

I grabbed on to my map and compass and dashed for my life . As I turned my head when I reached the bottom I saw the other team, the next thing I knew I was shot by my own team mate. Having no choice with that loud irrating beeping sound I'm sure its not really that hard to spot me. I made a big detour to avoid the other team from getting caught, but it still ended up totally useless. Cause they just sat at the exact spot not moving deeper in. Ending up getting caught.

We were once again POW this time they made it abit too realistic, they held us captive in this barbbed wire perimeter. Its just totally too small for so many ppl. The next following morning we escaped when it was in a total mess when every 1 was attacking each other.

Finally the last mission with my boots still filled with water feeling like shit and nothing else. They made us lay in the sun telling us the enemy is approaching for 4 hours . From 10am till 2pm until they finally showed up. Finally a chance for me to shoot some thing at least, after killing a few of them we pulled back to another location to attack them again. Finally at the last location where I died, I totally got no idea what was going on, I was hiding at some corner shooting them like free frags but some how I got no idea why they can't see me.

After 20 mins of the intense battle I came out of hiding looking around for the rest, best part is every 1 was gone and I ran out of amuntion as well. Ending up just walking towards the enemy staring at him before finally spotting me and I'm only like 5meters away from him.

After this few days Kind of ended up with abit of foot rot kind of gross. I just watched 'High School Musical' and 'The Girl Next Door' this 2 shows are a must watch, the girls are hot and the show is like totally nice

Labels: Atec

2:04 AM;

My final weekend to book out before I get confine for 1 week, last week I thought I would be confine thus spending all my money.

Besides the fact I was broke, I went out on fri with Kelvin and the rest, any way happy bday kel. We went for breakfast( its been a long time since I ate breakfast in the free land of Singapore ), after that we went to watch ' Shooter ' its a nice movie about snipers. Looks dam cool but I'm sure I wont get to do any of that. After the movie went home wash up followed by booking into camp for live firing the next day.

Finally I'm no longer bobo shooter, now its 1 shot 1 kill and nothing else remains. Its the weapon sucks not me or maybe I was in good mood that day.

After booking out my mum asked me to go back home so that we could go view house together. They plan to buy a condo at Regentville for investment. In the end I end up meeting Eugene , Yang Zhi and Kenneth to go watch Sunshine. Its a story about this group of people trying to restart the sun as it was dying.

After that every 1 came my house to play Mahjong, I was totally shaged out, got once went I was waiting for Yang Zhi to think which tile to throw I dose off for a few seconds. The next thing I did was scold him for taking so long but in fact he threw the tile already.

After the 1 round I finally got to go sleep, they carried on with 3 people as they were waiting until 6.30 so that there will be bus and train. I thought they would like wake me up when they were leaving, but at 9 when I woke up all I saw was the Mahjong table and mac on the floor.

After lunch we went 2 Regentville( its 3 bus stops away from my current house ) to view the condos there again. But the bad part was pent house they intended to buy was sold at 538k, but the good part is its direct neighbour was selling as well but they were not at hm so we could only see the 1 which is sold. Its totally the same just that its a mirror image it. After dinner they are going to view the house again when the owner is home again. We are gonna offer them 528k for the unit, if its a success we will like save 10k from me not going home last night to view the place. Best part is by the time all the transactions are done I can celebrate my 21st bday there.

3:43 PM;

Last weeks training was total hell, made us stalk the enemy with a 20kg field pack, lucky I was smart enough to drop it on the ground and camo it before making my way up the hill. The other 2 things we did was on how to judge distances and observation, the observation nearly made me vomit due to the magnification.

But stalking was fun in the overall but very very tiring, and especially after rain its totally impossible to see , the scope starts fogging up and due to evaporation and other factors.

On the last day we had a 8km fast march with 15kg, totally insane. I don't even know how I'm gonna survive through it.

Labels: Insane Training

2:15 PM;

I want to go back to my civilian life, army is getting boring... My army postings just can't get better, its like getting bad to worst. Now I'm gonna be a sniper at Maju camp beside my poly.
Heard its haunted, to make things worst the place is old and its far far away from my place.

Tmr will be like my 1st day in that camp, Snipers are like dam pro so is the training. I think I'll like go insane there, can't imagine myself topo for 72km and finally take aim for 2 days, waiting for the target to appear, after pulling the trigger once thats the end of the mission. So much trouble just to pull that trigger in the split second. And we will have to eat and shit in the same spot for 2 days.

Hope I get a good buddy cause I'll like stick with him for the next 1 an a half year until my army ends. And I'll have to go along with him on every mission. That will be like dam boring if he like some fucked up guy.

Best part got this F*** which cause me to have guard duty is going to the same camp as me, hope I'm not his buddy I'll get like totally piss and shot him instead.

Stress tmr will be like the 1st day hope the course dont start so soon then I can have like a rest time, but the lucky part is some of my good buddies will be going to the same camp too

9:17 PM;